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We've asked Joan Didion, author of THE YEAR OF MAGICAL THINKING, to read a poem of her choice by the nineteenth-century English poet Gerard Manley Hopkins for today's podcast. In her book, as many readers will recall, Didion tells us how, in the year following her husband's death, she turned to the literature of grief in all its forms and immersed herself in it; poems, she writes, "seemed the most exact to me."

The poets whose lines she repeated to herself and returned to for solace included Hopkins as well as Matthew Arnold and W. H. Auden. So for today's email we have chosen Auden's "Like a Vocation." This poem takes place at the opposite end of the spectrum from Didion's experience of the loss of a lifelong partner: it was written in the early weeks of the poet's own lifelong relationship with his companion Chester Kallman. "The poem," explains Auden's literary executor Edward Mendelson, "is an address to a beloved, hoping that the beloved might enter the lover's life, not like the fantasy figure of an arriving conqueror ('all these depart'), but as someone who responds to 'The one who needs you,' the one—who may be inside in the beloved's self, not a real person—whose needs may become 'like a vocation,' something that the beloved may never abandon."



Like a Vocation

Not as that dream Napoleon, rumour's dread and centre,
Before whose riding all the crowds divide,
Who dedicates a column and withdraws,
Nor as that general favourite and breezy visitor
To whom the weather and the ruins mean so much,
Nor as any of those who always will be welcome,
As luck or history or fun,
Do not enter like that: all these depart.

Claim, certainly, the stranger's right to pleasure:
Ambassadors will surely entertain you
With knowledge of operas and men,
Bankers will ask for your opinion
And the heiress' cheek lean ever so slightly towards you,
The mountains and the shopkeepers accept you
And all your walks be free.

But politeness and freedom are never enough,
Not for a life. They lead
Up to a bed that only looks like marriage;
Even the disciplined and distant admiration
For thousands who obviously want nothing
Becomes just a dowdy illness. These have their moderate success;
They exist in the vanishing hour.

But somewhere always, nowhere particularly unusual,
Almost anywhere in the landscape of water and houses,
His crying competing unsuccessfully with the cry
Of the traffic or the birds, is always standing
The one who needs you, that terrified
Imaginative child who only knows you
As what the uncles call a lie,
But knows he has to be the future and that only
The meek inherit the earth, and is neither
Charming, successful, nor a crowd;
Alone among the noise and policies of summer,
His weeping climbs towards your life like a vocation.

May 1939





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