He had been in Boston for nearly eighteen months, had come
ashore with the rest of His Majesty's Twenty-ninth Regiment
after a miserable journey down from Halifax. The troops had
been summoned to the boats by their commander, General Thomas
Gage, had been told only that they were going to the Massachusetts
colony to maintain the peace. Few had any idea how that peace might
be threatened, and nearly all saw the journey as an escape from the
lonely isolation of the king's most northern port. When they finally
marched out of the cramped warships, they moved into a town where
the people did not welcome them, did not provide homes or hospitality.
Now, after nearly two years, the conflicts between the citizens
of Boston and the soldiers had become more than the unpleasant argument,
the occasional barroom brawl. The discipline of the troops had
begun to slip; men became frustrated by the hostility around them, the
taunts and minor assaults, and when the officers were not close, many
of the soldiers had begun to strike back. The citizens had responded to
the anger of the troops with anger of their own, and gangs of young
men armed with clubs and the occasional saber began to patrol the
dark alleys outside the pubs and meeting places of the soldiers. The
fights were more numerous now and were sometimes bloody. While
the local magistrates were quick to arrest and prosecute, both sides
protected their own, and no one had any illusion that the law could protect
the innocent. Inspired by the newspapermen, who presented each
incident in passionate detail, playing up the seething hostility, the
citizens were more and more restless, fueling the growing anger toward the
British troops. To many civilians, this military occupation was oppressive,
and even those most loyal to the policies of London recognized
that the presence of the troops was dangerous; with the right spark, the
minor disturbances could explode into a bloody disaster.
His name was Hugh White, and he had served in the Twenty-
ninth Regiment for nearly three years. He had little ambition, had no
particular designs on promotion, considered the corporal above him to
be a far better soldier. He rarely spoke to the officers, was not a face or
a name that anyone would ever single out. But today, he had been singled out,
given a job that most in his company would dread. The duty
was not for punishment of some indiscreet act. It was simply his turn.
And so he stood guard in front of the Custom House, shivering against
the sharp cold in a small wooden guardhouse, standing sentry to a place
that would rarely attract attention.
He moved around as much as the cramped space would allow,
touched the walls on three sides of him, felt the rough cold wood. His
fingers were numb, and he flexed them, then pushed one hand hard in-
side his coat. He glanced out beyond the guardhouse and saw only a
few citizens moving quickly through the cold, ignoring him. He cast a
glance down toward his hidden hand bulging in his coat, flexed his fingers
again, worried about being seen. He thought of the drill the week
before, the sergeant scolding the men to keep their decorum, maintain
their dignity, especially on guard duty. That meant hands by your side.
He eased his head outside the guardhouse, looked toward the door-
way of the Custom House, saw no one, felt relief. Perhaps even that
old sergeant would understand, he thought. It's just too cold. He put
his other hand inside the rough wool, pulled his arms up tight. He
blew out a sharp breath, thinking that if he stood up stiff the way they
told him to, his fingers would probably fall off.
The musket leaned up against the wall close beside him, a light
glaze of frost on the black steel. The guardhouse was really only a narrow
box, not much larger than an upright coffin. But it kept away the
awful bite of the wind, the sharp cold that blew deep into your bones.
Early that morning, the assignment of guard duty had made him
smile, and if the others laughed and teased him, he had only thought of
relieving the boredom of the barracks. Now he imagined what the others were
doing, playing cards, the profane talk. His father had warned
him of the bad influences, and he could still see his mother's tear-
stained face, watching as her boy marched away to join this army. She
didn't want me to go, he thought. They expected me to work that land,
he thought, still expect me to just come home and be a farmer, like
them. They don't know anything else. He remembered the look on
their faces when he had come home, the brief visit before the Twenty-
ninth had boarded the great ship to sail west. He had stood tall, waited
as his father moved around him, inspecting the uniform, even touching
the dull red coat, could still see his mother's shock, her young boy now
grown into this soldier. Their response had disappointed him. They
had not seemed as proud as he had expected, seemed more worried in-
stead, gave him more sharp scolding to keep himself clean, to avoid the
awful deadly temptations that only a parent fears. I wish they could see
me now, he thought. This is important, guarding the Custom House.
He hadn't even been inside the building, but he knew the rumors.
There was supposed to be a huge vault filled with silver, the customs
duties paid by the ships as they brought their goods into the port from
England or from the islands far to the south. He hoped it was true, had
no reason to doubt the importance of his duty, was proud of his responsibility,
guarding the king's currency. If those chaps back in the
barracks knew how much this post means to the king, they wouldn't
laugh, they'd be out here, doing the duty. He glanced at the musket,
then out again to the wide street, the hard-packed ice and snow, heard
the stiff breeze whistling through the cracks in the crude wooden walls
of the guardhouse. He wanted to drift away, tried to imagine the scene:
Private White, holding away the bandits with his bayonet, ordering the
riffraff to move away, and his mind spoke out, the voice loud and firm,
In the name of the king . . .
He shivered now, and the image would not stay. He wriggled his
fingers again, glanced toward the street once more. The locals didn't
much care for them, he knew. He wasn't educated in politics; few of
the private soldiers were. They had been surprised at the hostility from
many of the citizens, and when they had marched away from the ships,
they had been told that they would have to camp on Boston Common,
since there were no open doors for them in private homes. But camping
outdoors in tents could be deadly through the New England winter,
and the commanders had struggled frantically to find accommodations.
Finally, those in the town whom the officers called Tories and who did
not seem so resentful of the troops began to open their doors, leasing
buildings and warehouses, some even renting out their own homes.
Now two winters had passed, and the duty was mostly monotonous,
painfully boring. He had spent much of his time simply standing at drill
in the common, marching in formation, parading in line down the
side streets. He stamped his cold feet and wondered why so many of
these people hated the British so. All we do is march around.
Many of the soldiers had begun to seek part-time work in the
town, some spending their off-duty hours working jobs that would
ease the boredom and provide a little more cash than their low army
pay. But there was resentment for that as well, the citizens protesting
that the troops were taking valuable jobs badly needed by the men of
Boston. It was not long before the resentment turned violent. He had
seen some of the fights, most inspired by strong drink, a sudden and accidental confrontation in an alley or outside a pub. But the violence
had continued to grow, the fights larger, and men on both sides had
seemed to organize just a bit, small gangs of citizens and troops, both
looking for some satisfaction, some way to relieve the constant hostility. He had seen the man with the bloody wound, three nights ago,
the first real wound he had ever seen. He thought of the man--John
Rodgers, another young private--his skull split open. The anger in the
barracks had brought the officers in, stern words, threats of punishment. But even the soldiers who had not been a part of the fights knew
that there would be more violence.
He had endured the insults himself, knew better than to walk the
streets alone, even off duty, out of uniform. He still didn't understand
the anger. We're just keeping the peace. He said the words again in his
mind, the first orders he had heard, even before they left the ship. Keep
the peace.
He moved his legs, stepped in place, tried to relieve the numbness
in his feet. He leaned out past the protection of the guardhouse, felt a
stiff breeze on his face, pulled back inside. It's pretty peaceful tonight.
Too cold for the officers, that's certain. They're all inside, probably
eating their hot food. He could see the main guard building, and down
the street the headquarters for His Majesty's forces. He felt a rumble in
his stomach, began to think of the supper that waited for him back in
the barracks. He could use a cup of tea right now. He tried to imagine
the steam rolling up on his face, but the wind suddenly blew hard
against the guardhouse, and now he could hear something else, voices,
shouts. He leaned outside again, saw a group of men moving in the
street, turning toward the Custom House. He watched them, counted
maybe a dozen, then saw more men coming around a corner a block
down the street. He had been warned about the gangs, all the troops
understanding that they were targets for the bands of rough young
men. He shivered again, made two tight fists inside his coat, watched
the men moving across the street, coming closer to the Custom House.
Now the voices were clear, and he saw one man point at him, felt his
heart jump in his chest. They began to move straight toward the guard-
house, straight toward him. He pulled his hands from his coat, reached
down, gripped the musket, leaned it up on his shoulder. Make a good
show, he thought. No one will get past. They will not dare. He watched
them move closer, realized they were young, teens perhaps, saw one
bend down, scooping up the snow, rolling an icy ball in his hands.
There were more shouts, and suddenly the boy threw the snowball at
the guardhouse. White finished, heard the dull smack against the wall,
felt his heart pounding, said aloud, "Move along now. This is no place
for play."
The faces were all looking at him, and he expected to see smiles, the
playfulness of boys, but there was something new, unexpected, anger,
and now more snowballs began to fly. The boys moved closer, their aim
more true, and he felt a splatter of snow against his chest. The laughter
came, but they did not move away, the fun was not over.
White stepped outside the cover of the guardhouse, felt his own
anger rising, looked at the faces, the voices jeering, calling out to him.
One boy suddenly lunged closer, and White watched his hands, expecting something, another snowball, but the boy said, "What kind of man
are you? A filthy lobster-back!"
White tried to ignore the boy, glanced again at the door of the
Custom House, saw the door open slightly, faces peering out, the door
closing again. White began to move toward the steps at the doorway,
but the boy jumped in front of him, close, reached out and grabbed at
the uniform, began to shout, "Dirty lobster-back," and White swung
the musket around, the butt striking the boy's face. The boy fell back-
ward, a sharp cry, and now there was silence from the mob as White
stared at the boy. My God, stop this. He moved up the steps of the
Custom House, close to the doorway, saw the young faces watching
him, could see out past the mob now, more men coming forward,
older men, some in suits, staying back, watching. He felt his hands
shaking, tried to grip the musket, shouted, "Leave this place! Move
away!"
The injured boy was crying, shrieking, "You dirty scoundrel! I'll
see you dead!"
The voices began to answer, more curses, the boys moving closer
again. The snowballs resumed, hitting the door of the Custom House,
and suddenly something dark flew past his head, a thick piece of
wood, making a sharp cracking sound against the wooden door behind
him. He shouted again, "Back! Stay back!"
He could feel his hands shaking, the icy numbness giving way to a
rising wave of fear. The jeers from the mob were growing louder, and
the officer's words suddenly came to him again: Keep the peace. He
clamped the musket under one arm, his hands still shaking, reached
inside the cartridge box at his waist. He felt the stiff paper with his
numb fingers, fought through the pounding in his chest, the training
taking hold, the fear giving way to the deliberate motion. He tore at
the tip of the paper cartridge, poured powder into the pan at the
breech, clamped down the lock. He set the butt of the musket down on
the step, slowly slid the cartridge into the barrel of the musket, prodded it down the long barrel with the ramrod. Now he pulled out the
bayonet, slid it hard on the barrel, a sharp twist, and lowered the barrel, pointed it out toward the crowd. His heart was racing, and he felt a
surge of strength, the fear growing into raw excitement. He expected
to see the fear in their faces, the respect for the soldier with the loaded
musket, the great strength of the army, but the voices were louder still,
and now another stick struck the door behind him. He could see more
sticks, the crowd moving slowly forward, one voice shouting, "Shoot
us! Go ahead, shoot us! You coward! Shoot us and be damned!"
He gripped the musket hard, still felt his hands trembling violently, the cold now deep in his chest. He wanted to say something,
anything, to move them away. At that moment, he saw a man moving
up to one side, well dressed, a familiar face, and the man said, "Soldier,
easy now. Do you mean to shoot?"
"I will fire . . . if they assault me!"
The man came up the steps, said, "Easy, young man. Take care.
There need be no killing here."
White glanced at the man's calm face. White nodded, felt a wave
of relief, felt suddenly protected, heard a second voice, that of an older
man, say, "Move away! Don't molest this sentry! There is no fight
here!"
The mob began to quiet, some of the boys backing away, the
curses now slowing. He took a deep breath, thought, Yes, move away.
Let this end. Thank God.
Then there was a new sound, from a church tower, the sudden
tolling of a bell echoing through the streets. Another bell began, farther away. The faces began to turn away, looking toward the sound,
the fire bell. The voices began again, but the sounds were different. Far
down the street, more men began to emerge, and he could hear shouting, one word flowing from place to place: "Fire!"
The sounds grew close, men suddenly moving out from a side
street behind the Custom House, the word echoing all through the
crowd, "Fire!"
Now the crowd pushed toward the Custom House, some moving
toward him, some lining up on the street. In front of him, the crowd
came to life again, the faces turning toward him, and the curses rose
once more: "Dirty scoundrel! Lobster-back!"
He felt the fear coming back, the icy grip in his chest. He could
hear sounds above him, men at the windows; he wanted to shout at
them, but there were no words. His face still watched the crowd, and
now the sticks were raised again, the snow and ice striking the walls
around him, a sharp stab suddenly in his chest, the heavy stick punching him. He looked out over the heads of the men closest to him, could
see the main guard building, fought the fear, suddenly shouted, "Turn
out the guard! Turn out the guard!"
The people nearest to him began to move up the short steps, one
man reaching out, grabbing at the musket. White jerked the gun to one
side, swept the tip of the bayonet back and forth, forcing the men
back. One boy shouted close to him, "Shoot us, then!"
White pressed his back hard against the door, still waving the bayonet toward the
crowd, and said, "Damn you! I will shoot!"
At that instant, there were new sounds, and he turned, saw a line
of red emerging through the crowd, saw the tips of bayonets. The man
who led the soldiers held a sword high, the coat brighter red, the man's
chest crossed with bright yellow, the uniform of an officer, a familiar
face. White said, "Sir! Captain Preston! Sir . . ."
He wanted to say more, to thank the officer, felt the sudden flood
of relief. The crowd seemed to pull away, the mass of men and boys
watching as the soldiers repeated what White had done, loading their
muskets. Preston moved up onto the steps, said, "It's all right, Private.
Fall in. Take position with the troops."
White stepped quickly toward the line of soldiers, saw eight men,
all huge, the handpicked elite, the grenadiers, all grim-faced. White
moved among them, and the soldiers turned in quick rhythm, muskets
held waist high, pointing toward the crowd. White stood between two
of the men, felt their strength, their power. The fear was gone, the excitement filling him, and he thought, Now we will see. Now this mob
will know.
He felt the snowball hit his stomach, and at once the sticks were
flying again, the shouts coming as before. Behind the mob, more men
were pressing forward, some still shouting, "Fire!"
Beyond, the bells still called to the town, the pealing growing
louder, the sounds echoing, blending with the shouts of the mob. Captain Preston stepped out in front of the soldiers, glanced at White, then
out at the crowd, said aloud, "We will march away from here! You will
let us pass!"
There was a chorus of new voices, one man in front shouting,
"Or you will shoot us? Go ahead, then! And damn you to hell!"
Preston looked back at the soldiers, waved his hand toward the
wall of the Custom House, said, "Form here. Flanks anchored against
the wall!"
The men moved back, White following the flow. Those on each
end of the line positioned themselves close to the front wall of the Custom House, the others facing out in a short semicircle. Now Preston
paced slowly in front of the troops, said to the crowd, "You will disperse! In the name of King George, I order you to return to your
homes!"
White stood behind Preston, heard muttered curses from the soldiers on either side of him, their own anger building. Preston turned,
said in a low voice, "None of that! We will move these people away!
Do your duty!"
The crowd began to surge forward again, hands began to reach for
the muskets. Preston shouted again, "Disperse!"
There were answers now, many voices, snowballs, more sticks.
White saw something flash in the crowd, the bright brass of a saber.
Suddenly a man lunged forward at the troops, grabbed one musket by
the barrel, tried to pull it away from the soldier, who wrestled with his
attacker. Another man stepped close, struck out at a bayonet with a
long stick, knocking the musket from the soldier's hands. More men
surged forward, tried to grab the musket, the soldier now on the
ground, fists striking back. White fought the urge to help the soldier,
held his musket straight toward the crowd, watched the faces, heard
the voices louder still, the words flowing over the troops, the calls to
fire, the screams of the mob, men powered by anger, hostility boiling
into raw hatred, the sounds of the bells bursting in his ears, and now
White looked to the side, saw the fallen soldier on his knees, pushing a
man back, picking up the musket, screaming something White did not
understand, a raw animal sound, and there was a blinding flash as the
musket fired. White felt his heart leap, saw a man in the crowd go
down, heard something from Preston, words, one word, "No . . .:
Quickly there came more shots, the soldiers losing all control, the
fear and the anger giving way. White felt the growing horror, but then
the crowd was there, close in front, the screams and curses, the violence flowing over all of them. He saw someone holding a thick piece
of wood, waving it over his head, the man still moving forward, and
White raised the musket to his shoulder, fought through the roar of
sound in his ears, the church bells, the muskets now blasting smoke
and fire on either side of him, the sounds of terror from the crowd. He
gripped the musket hard, held it tight to his shoulders, the fear in his
heart giving way to the madness now washing over them all. The man
stalked toward him, brandishing the stick as some deadly club, shouting words, angry awful sounds. White watched him move close, and
then the man stopped, stared at the muzzle of the musket, seemed suddenly calm, looked at White's face, deep into his eyes, and the sounds
gave way to the man's words, soft through the chiming of the church
bells. White could not hold back, the terror and the anger too strong,
and as he pulled the trigger, he heard the man say, "You cannot kill us
all. . . ."