Returning to the bench, she seated herself, adopted the thinker's position, which was
comfortable for her, and sat ruminating for a moment or two.
Whatever her friends said, however much praise they lavished on her, Katie knew
that her performance was slightly off today. Her concentration was not what
it usually was, and she wasn't sure why. Unless it was because she felt guilty at
being here this afternoon. Her mother wasn't well, and she was needed at home to
help out. And yet, selfishly, she had decided to steal this time at the barn in order
to rehearse the speech from Hamlet, and persuaded her friends to come with her after school.
Then rehearse, a small voice inside her head instructed. She took several deep
breaths, relaxed her throat, let the stillness of the stage envelop her, calm her.
Within minutes she was ready, and she launched herself into Hamlet's soliloquy, her
inbred natural self-confidence perfectly in place once more.
Listening attentively, Carly was transported by Katie's voice, as she always was.
There was a lovely resonance to it, full of nuances and feeling. No wonder, Carly said
to herself, thinking of the way Katie practiced, was endlessly training her voice. They
all knew how serious she was about acting. Katie was dedicated, disciplined, and
very determined to succeed. Somehow, Katie knew how to act the parts she had chosen
without having had too many lessons, while Denise and she sort of stumbled along as best
they could. Fortunately, they were improving, thanks to Katie's relentless
coaching and encouragement.
They had first started acting together seven years ago, ten-year-olds with stars in their eyes.
Denise's uncle Ted had let them make use of the old barn at the far end of his property,
and they had created a makeshift theater out of it. At that time they had made a promise
to one another, had vowed they would go to New York one day and start their acting careers
in earnest. Making it to Broadway was their big dream. Katie kept promising that the
three of them would move to the city once they finished high school, and that eventually
they would be stars on the Great White Way. Carly hoped this would come true, that they
would have their names in lights, but sometimes she was filled with doubts.
Denise had no doubts whatsoever, and as she sat next to Carly, watching Katie on the stage,
relishing her performance, she was absolutely positive that their dreams would soon materialize.
Katie was brilliant, there was no question, and they themselves were getting better and better,
mostly because of Katie's intense lessons. When they went to New York they would find an apartment
to share, go to acting school, and become professional actresses. It was all going to work,
the dream would become reality, she was convinced.
Katie suddenly stood up, moved downstage right, and continued.
"'To die, to sleep-- No more, and by a sleep to say we end the heartache and the thousand
natural shocks that flesh is heir to: 'tis a consummation devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleepÑ
To sleep, perchance dream...'"
Flawlessly, and without faltering once, Katie went on to complete this most famous of
Shakespearean speeches, her well-modulated voice rising and falling as she gave emphasis
to certain words, less importance to others. And the quality of her acting was superb; after
her initial hesitation, her seeming loss of confidence, she had gone forward sure-footedly.
When Katie was finally finished, she remained motionless for a second or two, her cornflower-blue
eyes still focused in the distance, and then she blinked several times before glancing at
Carly and Denise. And then she smiled at them broadly, sure in the knowledge that she had
managed to get the speech right at last.
Her friends began to clap and cheer and they bounded up onto the stage enthusiastically,
hugged her, congratulated her.
"Thanks," she said, grinning in return, and hugging them back. "But don't you think I should
rehearse again tomorrow, just to make sure?"
They both drew away and gaped at her in astonishment.
Denise cried shrilly, "You don't need another rehearsal! But we do. And you've got to help us tomorrow.
I'll never get my Desdemona speech right, and Carly's still having trouble with her Portia, aren't you,
Carly?"
"I am a bit." Carly sounded miserable. Then her voice changed, became more positive as she added,
"As for you, Katie Byrne, youÕre just awesome."
"We're not going to let you hog the stage tomorrow," Denise announced with a grin, adding in a
mock-threatening voice, "You're going to rehearse us, because we still need it. And if you don't,
you might find yourself going off to be a Broadway actress all by yourself!"
"Never. You'll both be with me," Katie declared, pulling the girls closer, putting an arm around
each one of them, glancing at Denise admiringly. Her velvet-brown eyes, full of hidden depths,
were sparkling. She was never anything but high-spirited and happy, bubbling with laughter and good humor.
She had a kind of golden radiance about her, with her long blond hair and pink-and-white porcelain skin.
She was a genuine all-American beauty, slender, shapely, and long-legged.
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