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EXCERPT
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His name was Thorne. In the ancient language of the runes, it
had been longer–Thornevald. But when he became a blood drinker,
his name had been changed to Thorne. And Thorne he remained now,
centuries later, as he lay in his cave in the ice,
dreaming.
When he had first come to the frozen land, he had hoped
he would sleep eternally. But now and then the thirst for blood
awakened him, and using the Cloud Gift, he rose into the air, and
went in search of the Snow Hunters.
He fed off them, careful
never to take too much blood from any one so that none died on
account of him. And when he needed furs and boots he took them as
well, and returned to his hiding place.
These Snow Hunters were
not his people. They were dark of skin and had slanted eyes, and they
spoke a different tongue, but he had known them in the olden times
when he had traveled with his uncle into the land to the East for
trading. He had not liked trading. He had preferred war. But
he’d learnt many things on those adventures.
In his
sleep in the North, he dreamed. He could not help it. The Mind
Gift let him hear the voices of other blood
drinkers.
Unwillingly he saw through their eyes, and beheld the
world as they beheld it. Sometimes he didn’t mind. He liked
it. Modern things amused him. He listened to far-away electric songs.
With the Mind Gift he understood such things as steam engines and
railroads; he even understood computers and automobiles. He felt he
knew the cities he had left behind though it had been centuries since
he’d forsaken them.
An awareness had come over him that he
wasn’t going to die. Loneliness in itself could not destroy
him. Neglect was insufficient. And so he slept.
Then a strange
thing happened. A catastrophe befell the world of the
blood drinkers.
A young singer of sagas had come. His name was
Lestat, and in his electric songs, Lestat broadcast old secrets,
secrets which Thorne had never known.
Then a Queen had risen, an
evil and ambitious being. She had claimed to have within her the
Sacred Core of all blood drinkers, so that, should she die, all the
race would perish with her.
Thorne had been amazed.
He had
never heard these myths of his own kind. He did not know that
he believed this thing.
But as he slept, as he dreamt, as he
watched, this Queen began, with the Fire Gift, to destroy blood
drinkers everywhere throughout the world. Thorne heard their cries as
they tried to escape; he saw their deaths in so far as others saw
such things.
As she roamed the earth, this Queen came close to
Thorne but she passed over him. He was secretive and quiet in his
cave. Perhaps she didn’t sense his presence. But he had sensed
hers and never had he encountered such age or strength except from
the blood drinker who had given him the Blood.
And he found
himself thinking of that one, the Maker, the red-haired witch with
the bleeding eyes.
The catastrophe among his kind grew worse.
More were slain; and out of hiding there came blood drinkers as old
as the Queen herself, and Thorne saw these beings.
At last
there came the red-haired one who had made him. He saw her as others
saw her. And at first he could not believe that she still lived;
it had been so long since he’d left her in the Far South that
he hadn’t dared to hope she was still alive. The eyes and ears
of other blood drinkers gave him the infallible proof. And when he
looked on her in his dreams, he was overwhelmed with a tender feeling
and a rage.
She thrived, this creature who had given him the
Blood, and she despised the Evil Queen and she wanted to stop her.
Theirs was a hatred for each other which went back thousands of
years.
At last there was a coming together of these
beings–old ones from the First Brood of blood drinkers, and
others whom the blood drinker Lestat loved and whom the Evil Queen
did not choose to destroy.
Dimly, as he lay still in the ice,
Thorne heard their strange talk, as round a table they sat, like so
many powerful Knights, except that in this council, the women were
equal to the men.
With the Queen they sought to reason,
struggling to persuade her to end her reign of violence, to forsake
her evil designs.
He listened, but he could not really understand
all that was said among these blood drinkers. He knew only that the
Queen must be stopped.
The Queen loved the blood drinker Lestat.
But even he could not turn her from disasters, so reckless was her
vision, so depraved her mind.
Did the Queen truly have the Sacred
Core of all blood drinkers within herself? If so, how could she be
destroyed?
Thorne wished the Mind Gift were stronger in him, or
that he had used it more often. During his long centuries of sleep,
his strength had grown, but now he felt his distance and that he was
weak.
But as he watched, his eyes open, as though that might help
him to see, there came into his vision another red-haired one, the
twin sister of the woman who had loved him so long ago. It astonished
him, as only a twin can do.
And Thorne came to understand that
the Maker he had loved so much had lost this twin thousands of years
ago.
The Evil Queen was the mistress of this disaster. She
despised the red-haired twins. She had divided them. And the lost
twin came now to fulfill an ancient curse she had laid on the Evil
Queen.
As she drew closer and closer to the Queen, the lost twin
thought only of destruction. She did not sit at the council table.
She did not know reason or restraint.
“We shall all
die,” Thorne whispered in his sleep, drowsy in the snow
and ice, the eternal arctic night coldly enclosing him. He did not
move to join his immortal companions. But he watched. He listened. He
would do so until the last moment. He could do no
less.
Finally, the lost twin reached her destination. She rose
against the Queen. The other blood drinkers around her looked on in
horror. As the two female beings struggled, as they fought as two
warriors upon a battlefield, a strange vision suddenly filled
Thorne’s mind utterly, as though he lay in the snow and he were
looking at the heavens.
What he saw was a great intricate web
stretching out in all directions, and caught within it many pulsing
points of light. At the very center of this web was a single vibrant
flame. He knew the flame was the Queen; and he knew that the other
points of light were all the other blood drinkers. He himself was one
of those tiny points of light. The tale of the Sacred Core was true.
He could see it with his own eyes. And now came the moment for all to
surrender to darkness and silence. Now came the end.
The
far-flung complex web grew glistening and bright; the core appeared
to explode; and then all went dim for a long moment, during which he
felt a sweet vibration in his limbs as he often felt in simple sleep,
and he thought to himself, Ah, so, now we are dying. And there is no
pain.
Yet it was like Ragnarok for his old gods, when the great
god, Heimdall, the World Brightener, would blow his horn summoning
the gods of Aiser to their final battle.
“And we end
with a war as well,” Thorne whispered in his cave. But
his thoughts did not end.
It seemed the best thing that he
live no more, until he thought of her, his red-haired one, his Maker.
He had wanted so badly to see her again.
Why had she never told
him of her lost twin? Why had she never entrusted to him the myths of
which the blood drinker Lestat sang? Surely she had known the secret
of the Evil Queen with her Sacred Core.
He shifted; he stirred in
his sleep. The great sprawling web had faded from his vision. But
with uncommon clarity he could see the red-haired twins, spectacular
women.
They stood side by side, these comely creatures, the one
in rags, the other in splendor. And through the eyes of other blood
drinkers he came to know that the stranger twin had slain the Queen,
and had taken the Sacred Core within herself.
“Behold,
the Queen of the Damned,” said his Maker twin as she presented
to the others her long-lost sister. Thorne understood her. Thorne saw
the suffering in her face. But the face of the stranger twin, the
Queen of the Damned, was blank.
In the nights that followed
the survivors of the catastrophe remained together. They told their
tales to one another. And their stories filled the air like so many
songs from the bards of old, sung in the mead hall. And Lestat,
leaving his electric instruments for music, became once more the
chronicler, making a story of the battle that he would
pass effortlessly into the mortal world.
Soon the red-haired
sisters had moved away, seeking a hiding place where Thorne’s
distant eye could not find them.
Be still, he had told himself.
Forget the things that you have seen. There is no reason for you to
rise from the ice, any more than there ever was. Sleep is your
friend. Dreams are your unwelcome guests.
Lie quiet and you will
lapse back into peace again. Be like the god Heimdall before the
battle call, so still that you can hear the wool grow on the backs of
sheep, and the grass grow far away in the lands where the snow
melts.
But more visions came to him.
The blood drinker
Lestat brought about some new and confusing tumult in the mortal
world. It was a marvelous secret from the Christian past that he
bore, which he had entrusted to a mortal girl.
There would never
be any peace for this one called Lestat. He was like one of
Thorne’s people, like one of the warriors of Thorne’s
time.
Thorne watched as once again, his red-haired one appeared,
his lovely Maker, her eyes red with mortal blood as always, and
finely glad and full of authority and power, and this time come to
bind the unhappy blood drinker Lestat in chains.
Chains that
could bind such a powerful one?
Thorne pondered it. What chains
could accomplish this, he wondered. It seemed that he had to know the
answer to this question. And he saw his red-haired one sitting
patiently by while the blood drinker Lestat, bound and helpless,
fought and raved but could not get free.
What were they made of,
these seemingly soft shaped links that held such a being? The
question left Thorne no peace. And why did his red-haired Maker love
Lestat and allow him to live? Why was she so quiet as the young
one raved? What was it like to be bound in her chains, and close to
her?
Memories came back to Thorne; troubling visions of his Maker
when he, a mortal warrior, had first come upon her in a cave in the
North land that had been his home. It had been night and he had seen
her with her distaff and her spindle and her bleeding
eyes.
From her long red locks she had taken one hair after
another and spun it into thread, working with silent speed as he
approached her.
It had been bitter winter, and the fire behind
her seemed magical in its brightness as he had stood in the snow
watching her as she spun the thread as he had seen a hundred mortal
women do.
“A witch,” he had said aloud.
From
his mind he banished this memory.
He saw her now as she guarded
Lestat who had become strong like her. He saw the strange chains
that bound Lestat who no longer struggled.
At last Lestat had
been released.
Gathering up the magical chains, his red-haired
Maker had abandoned him and his companions.
The others were
visible but she had slipped out of their vision, and slipping from
their vision, she slipped from the visions of Thorne.
Once again,
he vowed to continue his slumber. He opened his mind to sleep. But
the nights passed one by one in his icy cave. The noise of the
world was deafening and formless.
And as time passed he could
not forget the sight of his long-lost one; he could not forget that
she was as vital and beautiful as she had ever been, and old thoughts
came back to him with bitter sharpness.
Why had they quarreled?
Had she really ever turned her back on him? Why had he hated so much
her other companions? Why had he begrudged her the wanderer blood
drinkers who, discovering her and her company, adored her as all
talked together of their journeys in the Blood.
And the
myths–of the Queen and the Sacred Core–would they have
mattered to him? He didn’t know. He had had no hunger for
myths. It confused him. And he could not banish from his mind the
picture of Lestat bound in those mysterious chains.
Memory
wouldn’t leave him alone.
It was the middle of winter when
the sun doesn’t shine at all over the ice, when he realized
that sleep had left him. And he would have no further
peace.
And so he rose from the cave, and began his long walk
South through the snow, taking his time as he listened to the
electric voices of the world below, not certain of where he would
enter it again.
The wind blew his long thick red hair; he pulled
up his fur-lined collar over his mouth, and he wiped the ice from his
eyebrows. His boots were soon wet, and so he stretched out his arms,
summoning the Cloud Gift without words, and began his ascent so that
he might travel low over the land, listening for others of his kind,
hoping to find an old one like himself, someone who might welcome
him.
Weary of the Mind Gift and its random messages, he wanted to
hear spoken words.
Excerpted from Blood and Gold by
Anne Rice
Copyright 2001 by Anne Rice. Excerpted by
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