ACT I, SCENE ONE
Act one, scene one opens with Lillian Hellman
clawing her way, stumbling and scrambling, through the thorny nighttime underbrush of some German schwarzwald
, a Jewish baby clamped to each of her tits, another brood of infants clinging to her back. Lilly clambers her way, struggling against the brambles that snag the gold embroidery of her Balenciaga
lounging pajamas, the black velvet clutched by hordes of doomed cherubs she’s racing to deliver from the ovens of some Nazi death camp. More innocent toddlers, lashed to each of Lillian’s muscular thighs. Helpless Jewish, Gypsy and homosexual babies. Nazi gestapo bullets spit past her in the darkness, shredding the forest foliage, the smell of gunpowder and pine needles. The heady aroma of her Chanel No. 5
. Bullets and hand grenades just whiz past Miss Hellman’s perfectly coiffed Hattie Carnegie
chignon, so close the ammunition shatters her Cartier
chandelier earrings into rainbow explosions of priceless diamonds. Ruby and emerald shrapnel blasts into the ﬂawless skin of her perfect, pale cheeks. . . . From this action sequence, we dissolve to:
Reveal: the interior of a stately Sutton Place
mansion. It’s some Billie Burke
place decorated by Billy Haines
, where formally dressed guests line a long table within a candlelit, wood-paneled dining room. Liveried footmen stand along the walls. Miss Hellman is seated near the head of this very large dinner party, actually describing the frantic escape scene we’ve just witnessed. In a slow panning shot, the engraved place cards denoting each guest read like a veritable Who’s Who
. Easily half of twentieth-century history sits at this table: Prince Nicholas of Romania
, Pablo Picasso
, Cordell Hull
and Josef von Sternberg
. The attendant celebrities seem to stretch from Samuel Beckett
to Gene Autry
to Marjorie Main
to the faraway horizon.
Lillian stops speaking long enough to draw one long drag on her cigarette. Then to blow the smoke over Pola Negri
and Adolph Zukor
before she says, “It’s at that heart-stopping moment I wished I’d just told Franklin Delano Roosevelt
, ‘No, thank you.’ ” Lilly taps cigarette ash onto her bread plate, shaking her head, saying, “No secret missions for this girl.”
While the footmen pour wine and clear the sorbet dishes, Lillian’s hands swim through the air, her cigarette trailing smoke, her ﬁngernails clawing at invisible forest vines, climbing sheer rock cliff faces, her high heels blazing a muddy trail toward freedom, her strength never yielding under the burden of those tiny Jewish and homosexual urchins.
Every eye, ﬁxed, from the head of the table to the foot, stares at Lilly. Every hand crosses two ﬁngers beneath the damask napkin laid in every lap, while every guest mouths a silent prayer that Miss Hellman will swallow her Chicken Prince Anatole Demidoff
without chewing, then suffocate, writhing and choking on the dining room carpet.
Almost every eye. The exceptions being one pair of violet eyes . . . one pair of brown eyes . . . and of course my own weary eyes.
The possibility of dying before Lillian Hellman
has become the tangible fear of this entire generation. Dying and becoming merely fodder for Lilly’s mouth. A person’s entire life and reputation reduced to some golem
, a Frankenstein
’s monster Miss Hellman can reanimate and manipulate to do her bidding.
Beyond her ﬁrst few words, Lillian’s talk becomes one of those jungle sound tracks one hears looping in the background of every Tarzan
ﬁlm, just tropical birds and Johnny Weissmuller
and howler monkeys repeating. Bark, bark, screech . . . Emerald Cunard
. Bark, growl, screech . . . Cecil Beaton
Lilly’s drivel possibly constitutes some bizarre form of name-dropping Tourette’s syndrome
. Or perhaps the outcome of an orphaned press agent raised by wolves and taught to read aloud from Walter Winchell
Her compulsive prattle, a true pathology.Cluck, oink, bark . . . Jean Negulesco
Thus, Lilly spins the twenty-four-carat gold of people’s actual lives into her own brassy straw.
Please promise you did NOT
hear this from me.
Seated within range of those ﬂying heroic elbows, my Miss Kathie stares out from the bank of cigarette smoke. An actress of Katherine Kenton
’s stature. Her violet eyes, trained throughout her adult life to never make contact with anything except the lens of a motion picture camera. To never meet the eyes of a stranger, instead to always focus on someone’s earlobe or lips. Despite such training, my Miss Kathie peers down the length of the table, her lashes ﬂuttering. The slender ﬁngers of one famous white hand toy with the auburn tresses of her wig. The jeweled ﬁngers of Miss Kathie’s opposite hand touch the six strands of pearls which contain the loose folds of her sagging neck skin.
In the next instant, while the footmen pass the ﬁnger bowls, Lillian twists in her chair, shouldering an invisible sniper’s riﬂe and squeezing off rounds until the clip is empty. Still just dripping with Hebrew and Communist babies. Lugging her cargo of Semitic orphans. When the riﬂe is too searing hot to hold, Miss Hellman howls a wild war whoop and hurtles the steaming weapon at the pursuing storm troopers.
Snarl, bark, screech . . . Peter Lorre
. Oink, bark, squeal . . . Averell Harriman
It’s a fate worse than death to spend eternity in harness, serving as Lilly Hellman’s zombie, brought back to life at dinner parties. On radio talk programs. At this point, Miss Hellman is heaving yet another batch of invisible babies, rescued Gypsy babes, high, toward the chandelier, as if catapulting them over the snowcapped peak of the Matterhorn
to the safety of Switzerland
Grunt, howl, squeal . . . Sarah Bernhardt
By now, Lillian Hellman wraps two ﬁsts around the invisible throat of Adolf Hitler
, reenacting how she sneaked into his subterranean Berlin
bunker, dressed as Leni Riefenstahl
, her arms laden with black-market cartons of Lucky Strike
cigarettes, and then throttled the sleeping dictator in his bed.
Bray, bark, whinny . . . Basil Rathbone.
Lilly throws the terriﬁed, make-believe Hitler into the center of tonight’s dinner table, her teeth biting, her manicured ﬁngernails scratching at his Nazi eyes. Lillian’s ﬁsts clamped around the invisible windpipe, she begins pounding the invisible Führer’s skull against the tablecloth, making the silverware and wineglasses jump and rattle.
Screech, meow, tweet . . . Wallis Simpson
Howl, bray, squeak . . . Diana Vreeland
A moment before Hitler’s assassination, George Cukor
looks up, his ﬁngertips still dripping chilled water into his ﬁnger bowl, that smell of fresh-sliced lemons, and George says, “Please, Lillian.” Poor George says, “Would you please stuff
Seated well below the salt, below the various professional hangers-on, the walking men, the drug dealers, the mesmerists, the exiled White Russians and poor Lorenz Hart
, really at the very horizon of tonight’s dinner table, a young man looks back. Seated on the farthest frontier of placement. His eyes the bright brown of July Fourth sunlight through a tall mug of root beer. Quite the American specimen. A classic face of such symmetrical proportions, the exactly balanced type of face one dreams of looking down to ﬁnd smiling and eager between one’s inner thighs.
Still, that’s the trouble with only a single glance at any star on the horizon. As Elsa Maxwell
would say, “One can never tell for certain if that dazzling, shiny object is rising or setting.”
Lillian inhales the silence through her burning cigarette. Taps the gray ash onto her bread plate. In a blast of smoke, she says, “Did you hear?” She says, “It’s a fact, but Eleanor Roosevelt
chewed every hair off my bush. . . .”
Through all of this—the cigarette smoke and lies and the Second World War
—the specimen’s bright brown eyes, they’re looking straight down the table, up the social ladder, gazing back, deep, into the famous, ﬂuttering violet eyes of my employer.From the Paperback edition.
Excerpted from Tell-All by Chuck Palahniuk. Copyright © 2011 by Chuck Palahniuk. Excerpted by permission of Anchor, a division of Random House, Inc. All rights reserved. No part of this excerpt may be reproduced or reprinted without permission in writing from the publisher.