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MY REALITY, WORLD'S REALITY
by Michael Montilla
Discrimination against Bisexuals
No need to have, no need to discriminate.
Just learn to appreciate
us bisexuals
They way we respect heterosexuals.
We are all people
Who need to be respected.
Us bisexuals are waiting till that's expected.
Depressed
Depressed
but not impressed.
I'm sad--
that is how it's expressed.
Look at my life;
it's just a big mess.
My life, I could care more or less.
When death comes to mind,
I'm just fearless.
but still mindless,
and this is only when I'm depressed.
Why Did You Die?
Why die?
Why her?
Why didn't she stay alive?
She was my sister.
Ever since you took her away,
I prayed.
I really did--every night and day.
Just so I could say
"I love you."
Just one time,
and it's not a crime.
But then again I ask this question--
therefore, don't lie:
Why did she have to die?
Die Now or Wait
I want to die
but, I want to stay alive
or go to heaven and just rise.
Things hold me back
like Ivelisse, Maria and Cat,
my family is not happy for me
because of my decision of what to be.
But still love me--
at least that's what I see.
Misery
Misery, misery.
Love awaits.
The great new mystery
destroys while it's awake.
Misery, misery
don't make a mistake
When all the love and strength are ready
to collapse and break.
Rest in Peace
Rest in peace.
Rest beneath.
Rest for joy you'll never seek.
You will find no other above--
not like Michael's great big love.
Because you looked all around.
When the day came
it was Michael you found.
That's why the sound of love
is still around.
My one true love.
Accept
Accept me.
Don't reject me.
This is who I'll be
until you accept what you see.
This is reality.
Me and what I am
are just a unity.
Friend
You are my friend
'til the end.
So this is what I recommend
you are always my friend.
Love's Meaning
Love is a bird
that can mean a thousand words
love is a meaning
like two lovebirds.
Truthful
When I'm with you
I don't know what to do
But once you are a lover and a friend.
You've always been true.
Hope
I think of hope--
but then there is no hope
But I take a look in a
Mirror
And wonder if there's hope.
Love Chase
Love is my chase.
Love is my case.
The heart is my base
where love I will chase.
Smell Good
Mmmm... good.
Smelling you puts me in the
mood.
Not to be cruel.
No, I am no fool.
It is not my fault
that you keep smelling so good.
No Smoking
No smoking
no smoking
'cause you end up choking
on a little stick
that there's no hope in.
Children Learn What They Live
If children live with criticism,
they learn to condemn.
If children live with hostility,
they learn to fight.
If children are ridiculed,
they learn to be shy.
If children live with shame,
they learn to feel guilty.
If children live with tolerance,
they learn to be patient.
If children live with encouragement,
they learn to have confidence.
If children live with praise,
they learn to appreciate.
If children live with security,
they learn to have faith.
If children live with approval,
they learn to like themselves.
If children live with acceptance and friendship,
they learn to find love in the world.
Being Lost
I'm lost--
But not found.
I have to pay the cost
While the world goes 'round.
I'm lost--
But not found.
In this world, I will never make a sound--
Because I don't want to be found.
Attitude
Loser, loser
Double loser
As if
Whatever...
Get the picture--
Duh!
THE END
"Montilla possesses that rare combination of mastery of language and intense psychological vision, making him one of the greatest writers of our time.."
Maya Angelou
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